Update; Tomorrow surgery day!

Hey dolls, sorry for the lack of posts these 2 weeks, Im just not really in the mood.. im so nerveous and so scared for tomorrow, ive been scared for weeks now and tomorrow is the day : IM GONNA HAVE A SURGERY .. In my tummy! Im just thinking alot of what they gonna find there and i have not a fucking idea of what to expact so its nervewrecking and just scared at the same time. I just wanted to let you know that i havent forgot any of you or forgot about my blog. there's just so much on my mind and im sorry.. I hope that im back from the hospital tomorrow but i really dont know. I have to be there so early and i hope i can go home in the evening or something! Damn dolls .. i hope you have a wonderfull day and:

Wish me luck and fingers crossed!

XOXO mirjam